i am so angry that i’m so fucking sad all the time like it’s not a mood i could shake off it’s a state of being basically and i’m too used to this to think i probably maybe deserved to be happier
"you’re too easily amused"
yeah god forbid someone find joy and amusement in something even if it’s something silly and be genuinely happy when they frequently feel upset and like shit
"To be nothing — is that not, after all, the most satisfactory fact in the whole world?"
"Unfortunately, the clock is ticking, the hours are going by. The past increases, the future recedes. Possibilities decreasing, regrets mounting."
i had packed one proper shorts with me for the weekend and realized that they don’t fit me anymore like for fucks sake i bought those two months ago